1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:00:16,080 --> 00:00:17,080 Rose! 3 00:00:17,821 --> 00:00:18,821 Hey. 4 00:00:19,431 --> 00:00:21,271 I didn't know who else I could call. 5 00:00:22,260 --> 00:00:23,914 God, what's wrong? 6 00:00:27,526 --> 00:00:28,745 I'm at the airport. 7 00:00:30,312 --> 00:00:32,227 I don't know what to do. 8 00:00:32,531 --> 00:00:35,195 I don't know if I should come back to Sydney or what I should do. 9 00:00:35,295 --> 00:00:36,295 I got no money. 10 00:00:38,146 --> 00:00:39,946 Julian... 11 00:00:40,583 --> 00:00:43,455 Let me just ask you one question. 12 00:00:46,154 --> 00:00:47,198 Are you filming this? 13 00:00:50,897 --> 00:00:52,595 Like, right now, are you filming this? 14 00:01:07,131 --> 00:01:09,220 All right. Speaking of documentaries, though, 15 00:01:09,351 --> 00:01:12,397 you're now venturing onto your third feature, uh, 16 00:01:12,528 --> 00:01:15,835 which is about a lady named Ceara Lynch. 17 00:01:15,966 --> 00:01:17,113 You've done your research. 18 00:01:17,213 --> 00:01:18,813 Now, I did do a little bit of research. 19 00:01:18,839 --> 00:01:20,579 I was kind of... 20 00:01:20,710 --> 00:01:22,590 Did you do the research in front of your wife? 21 00:01:22,639 --> 00:01:23,639 That's the question. 22 00:01:23,577 --> 00:01:24,888 I did run it past her. 23 00:01:25,018 --> 00:01:27,543 - A Mental? - Humiliatrix. 24 00:01:27,673 --> 00:01:29,371 - Humiliatrix. - Mental Humiliatrix, 25 00:01:29,501 --> 00:01:31,373 that's her official job title. 26 00:01:31,503 --> 00:01:34,637 There are people who pay her vast sums of money, 27 00:01:34,767 --> 00:01:37,901 basically, for the privilege of being used. 28 00:01:38,031 --> 00:01:39,911 She doesn't meet any of her clients in person. 29 00:01:39,992 --> 00:01:40,992 Everything's virtual. 30 00:01:42,253 --> 00:01:44,124 She's kind of living the American dream. 31 00:01:44,224 --> 00:01:46,424 That depends on your definition of the American dream. 32 00:01:46,692 --> 00:01:48,725 - What's yours? - For me, it's pretty obvious. 33 00:01:48,825 --> 00:01:51,425 If you can make a movie that's a hit in America, you've made it. 34 00:01:51,232 --> 00:01:54,091 How did you come across her in the first instance? 35 00:01:54,222 --> 00:01:55,462 Well, actually it was her idea. 36 00:01:55,552 --> 00:01:57,268 She found me online and we Skyped, 37 00:01:57,399 --> 00:01:59,140 and we just hit it off right away. 38 00:02:00,402 --> 00:02:01,402 - Hi. - Hey, bitch. 39 00:02:01,489 --> 00:02:02,489 How's it goin'? 40 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:03,883 Very good, thank you. 41 00:02:04,014 --> 00:02:05,614 We ended up Skyping for hours. 42 00:02:06,495 --> 00:02:08,335 She completely convinced me to go over there. 43 00:02:08,329 --> 00:02:09,367 I sold my car, 44 00:02:09,498 --> 00:02:11,152 I withdrew all my savings. 45 00:02:11,282 --> 00:02:14,126 People have this image in their mind of who a person is, 46 00:02:14,226 --> 00:02:15,943 and my job is to go in there with a camera 47 00:02:16,043 --> 00:02:18,071 and find the truth behind that. 48 00:02:22,337 --> 00:02:23,903 I want you to blackmail me 49 00:02:24,034 --> 00:02:25,992 and threaten to tell my boss at work my secret. 50 00:02:26,123 --> 00:02:27,951 I want you take everything from me. 51 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,441 Use me until I have nothing left. 52 00:02:29,521 --> 00:02:30,961 I love to get used. You are on top. 53 00:02:42,270 --> 00:02:43,790 In this business, Ceara Lynch, 54 00:02:44,010 --> 00:02:45,186 she is the gold standard. 55 00:02:45,316 --> 00:02:46,752 You're a complete stranger 56 00:02:46,883 --> 00:02:48,798 and you're going to explore 57 00:02:48,928 --> 00:02:51,453 in a world of debauchery and insanity. 58 00:02:51,583 --> 00:02:53,503 Just watch your back, man. 59 00:02:53,629 --> 00:02:55,539 There's a lot of beautiful women out there 60 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,399 that would never be able to do this at all. 61 00:02:57,342 --> 00:02:59,342 Oh, my God, I am so sick of hearing you say that. 62 00:02:59,896 --> 00:03:01,811 You filthy whore. 63 00:03:01,941 --> 00:03:04,117 The internet is my dungeon. 64 00:03:04,248 --> 00:03:06,076 Ceara completely changed my life. 65 00:03:06,207 --> 00:03:07,817 And I'll have you by the balls. 66 00:03:07,947 --> 00:03:11,473 I have seen her cut through men like warm butter. 67 00:03:11,603 --> 00:03:14,824 There's a fine line between fantasy and reality. 68 00:03:17,435 --> 00:03:19,481 I think I saved the best for last. 69 00:03:47,335 --> 00:03:49,250 So what is the American dream? 70 00:03:49,380 --> 00:03:50,980 Traditionally, the American dream 71 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:53,320 is pulling yourself up from the bootstraps 72 00:03:53,410 --> 00:03:54,890 and making it big on your own terms. 73 00:03:54,967 --> 00:03:57,562 You can rise from the bottom to the top in America. 74 00:03:58,171 --> 00:04:01,054 It draws people in from all over the world. I mean, look at you. 75 00:04:01,154 --> 00:04:03,554 You're from Australia and you're making a movie in America, 76 00:04:03,572 --> 00:04:06,608 so I think that's proof that you're trying to live the American dream, too. 77 00:04:12,447 --> 00:04:13,447 Um... 78 00:04:15,841 --> 00:04:17,843 I guess, what I'm saying is good luck. 79 00:04:20,455 --> 00:04:22,718 And I really hope you find what you're looking for. 80 00:04:29,246 --> 00:04:30,726 How you feeling? 81 00:04:32,423 --> 00:04:33,946 - Nervous? - Little bit. 82 00:04:35,687 --> 00:04:37,428 You don't ever look nervous. 83 00:04:37,559 --> 00:04:39,082 That beard just masks your emotions. 84 00:04:39,212 --> 00:04:41,171 I know, you can't see it behind the beard. 85 00:04:41,302 --> 00:04:43,502 All right. 86 00:04:44,566 --> 00:04:47,308 So, pretty much, just don't ever cut and it'll be fine. 87 00:04:48,657 --> 00:04:50,180 - Okay. - Yeah, just keep rolling. 88 00:04:59,842 --> 00:05:00,858 - Hello. - Hey! 89 00:05:00,958 --> 00:05:02,398 - How are you? - Good, you made it. 90 00:05:02,465 --> 00:05:03,705 - I got my guy with me. - Hey. 91 00:05:03,731 --> 00:05:04,760 - How are you? - Good. 92 00:05:04,890 --> 00:05:06,328 - Nice to see you. - Yeah, you too. 93 00:05:06,428 --> 00:05:07,719 - Here. - Thank you. 94 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,850 I don't really drink at the moment, but that's... 95 00:05:09,827 --> 00:05:11,907 - Ah, you'll drink today. - Okay, whatever you say. 96 00:05:12,158 --> 00:05:13,551 Let's go feed my chickens. 97 00:05:15,858 --> 00:05:17,468 My backyard. 98 00:05:17,990 --> 00:05:19,644 So we got, the two black and white ones 99 00:05:19,775 --> 00:05:21,124 are Amelia and Bodelia. 100 00:05:21,777 --> 00:05:24,170 We got the white one, that's Cruella. 101 00:05:24,301 --> 00:05:26,825 Betty is the yellow one. Goldy Hen. 102 00:05:26,956 --> 00:05:28,958 And Miss America is the Americana. 103 00:05:30,220 --> 00:05:31,569 So you want to see the house? 104 00:05:31,700 --> 00:05:33,397 We got my bedroom. 105 00:05:33,528 --> 00:05:35,530 This is my office space. 106 00:05:37,749 --> 00:05:40,317 And this room is where all the magic happens. 107 00:05:44,582 --> 00:05:48,064 Get your ass all nice and ready for me. 108 00:05:49,195 --> 00:05:50,501 If you didn't have money, 109 00:05:50,632 --> 00:05:52,808 I wouldn't even spit in your general direction. 110 00:05:52,938 --> 00:05:54,375 Do you understand? 111 00:05:56,638 --> 00:05:59,380 So, basically, a guy emails me, 112 00:05:59,510 --> 00:06:01,556 tells me his fantasy, 113 00:06:01,686 --> 00:06:03,688 and I make it come to life. 114 00:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,211 What are you looking for, hmm? 115 00:06:05,342 --> 00:06:06,822 My dirty panties again? 116 00:06:06,952 --> 00:06:09,955 Your wife doesn't know anything about you. 117 00:06:10,739 --> 00:06:12,523 Eat another human being. 118 00:06:12,654 --> 00:06:14,220 Do you want to be my dog? 119 00:06:14,873 --> 00:06:17,398 From inside the cage, you give me female hormone injections. 120 00:06:17,528 --> 00:06:20,009 I'd love to see you forcibly make a guy turn gay 121 00:06:20,139 --> 00:06:21,837 by Pavlovian conditioning. 122 00:06:21,967 --> 00:06:24,187 You breaking my ribs with a baseball bat. 123 00:06:24,317 --> 00:06:26,319 This guy, I think has like cinematic movies 124 00:06:26,450 --> 00:06:28,490 going on in his head when he masturbates. 125 00:06:31,499 --> 00:06:33,326 Are you wearing panties right now? 126 00:06:33,457 --> 00:06:35,720 Because I haven't talked to you in such a long time. 127 00:06:35,851 --> 00:06:38,506 You're the most amazing thing in my life. 128 00:06:38,636 --> 00:06:41,639 - Yeah, I believe that. - I want to jerk off. 129 00:06:41,770 --> 00:06:44,337 Better not crash, better keep your eye on the road. 130 00:06:48,314 --> 00:06:52,824 I sell panties, socks, shoes, pantyhose, 131 00:06:52,955 --> 00:06:56,524 toenail clippings, used Kleenex, piss, 132 00:06:56,654 --> 00:06:58,177 used hair from my hair brush. 133 00:06:58,308 --> 00:07:03,400 So, I sold my shit recently to a guy for $4,000, 134 00:07:04,183 --> 00:07:06,447 and I was a little worried because I don't know 135 00:07:06,577 --> 00:07:09,450 the legalities around shipping waste. 136 00:07:09,580 --> 00:07:12,148 So I emailed my lawyer, 137 00:07:12,278 --> 00:07:13,628 but he was really cool about it. 138 00:07:13,758 --> 00:07:15,238 - He said... - That's genius! 139 00:07:15,368 --> 00:07:18,241 And it really, to me, it's a triumph of capitalism 140 00:07:18,371 --> 00:07:20,504 and really one of those things where, 141 00:07:20,635 --> 00:07:22,245 uh... you know, 142 00:07:22,375 --> 00:07:24,813 from an entrepreneurial spirit, 143 00:07:24,943 --> 00:07:27,468 really, just adds to the American dream in a certain way. 144 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:32,473 So I have what's called my Ignore Line. 145 00:07:32,603 --> 00:07:34,779 Guys will call, um... 146 00:07:34,910 --> 00:07:35,910 Have fun. 147 00:07:35,986 --> 00:07:37,478 ...and I put them on hold. 148 00:07:37,869 --> 00:07:39,567 And as long as they stay on the line, 149 00:07:39,697 --> 00:07:41,482 I get paid $5 a minute. 150 00:07:44,963 --> 00:07:46,443 So, Financial Domination is basically 151 00:07:47,966 --> 00:07:50,366 where guys literally get off on giving a woman their money. 152 00:07:50,399 --> 00:07:53,885 The most I've ever had anyone spend was $20,000 153 00:07:54,016 --> 00:07:57,236 and it was a guy, he was watching me on Skype, 154 00:07:57,367 --> 00:08:00,239 and he set up a Saks Fifth Avenue account. 155 00:08:00,370 --> 00:08:02,241 He put in all the credit card information, 156 00:08:02,372 --> 00:08:04,940 all of his information, and then he gave me the login. 157 00:08:05,070 --> 00:08:08,857 And then the session was just him watching me shop. 158 00:08:08,987 --> 00:08:11,827 You know, I was telling him, "Oh, I'm going to buy this Prada handbag. 159 00:08:11,911 --> 00:08:13,391 I'm going to buy this Burberry coat," 160 00:08:13,470 --> 00:08:15,385 and just racking up his bill. 161 00:08:18,214 --> 00:08:20,521 He loved that I was using his credit card. 162 00:08:22,653 --> 00:08:24,525 I have a degree in psychology, 163 00:08:24,655 --> 00:08:26,831 so I'm curious about how the human mind works 164 00:08:26,962 --> 00:08:29,312 and sexuality has always fascinated me. 165 00:08:30,008 --> 00:08:32,663 The Diamond Experience isn't really something I do for money. 166 00:08:32,794 --> 00:08:35,274 It's just part of my research on male sexuality. 167 00:08:35,753 --> 00:08:37,313 So, if a guy comes to me with an issue 168 00:08:37,404 --> 00:08:38,484 and I think I can help him, 169 00:08:38,582 --> 00:08:39,627 we'll start to talk. 170 00:08:41,890 --> 00:08:43,544 Every case is different. 171 00:08:43,674 --> 00:08:45,633 So that could mean I act as their therapist 172 00:08:45,763 --> 00:08:47,678 or it could be like a role-play. 173 00:08:47,983 --> 00:08:50,942 Sometimes, I set up these fantasy scenarios. 174 00:08:51,073 --> 00:08:52,378 All right, showtime. 175 00:08:52,509 --> 00:08:53,684 Whatever it takes. 176 00:08:53,815 --> 00:08:55,686 I would probably have trouble getting off 177 00:08:55,817 --> 00:08:57,166 if it weren't for her. 178 00:08:57,296 --> 00:09:00,169 I think I would have far worse erectile dysfunction. 179 00:09:00,299 --> 00:09:04,565 And now I'm actually able to function normally in everyday life. 180 00:09:04,695 --> 00:09:07,306 I used to have a problem with intimacy. 181 00:09:07,437 --> 00:09:09,831 But because of Ceara, the problem's gone. 182 00:09:09,961 --> 00:09:11,543 Yeah, I just pay attention, you know? 183 00:09:11,643 --> 00:09:12,883 Because, at the end of the day, 184 00:09:12,980 --> 00:09:14,313 these are all male desires. 185 00:09:14,444 --> 00:09:15,619 These aren't my desires. 186 00:09:15,750 --> 00:09:17,403 And I've just been doing it so long 187 00:09:17,534 --> 00:09:19,667 that I know, like, what seems to work. 188 00:09:25,673 --> 00:09:28,240 So, what are your absolute hard limits? 189 00:09:28,371 --> 00:09:32,157 I don't get naked on camera, 190 00:09:32,288 --> 00:09:35,508 I don't have sex on camera, and I don't do sessions in real life. 191 00:09:35,639 --> 00:09:39,034 My whole brand is supposed to be that I'm unattainable. 192 00:09:39,164 --> 00:09:41,079 That guys aren't worthy of seeing me naked. 193 00:09:41,210 --> 00:09:42,690 I'm holier than thou. I'm a goddess. 194 00:09:42,820 --> 00:09:45,606 So if I were to get naked, that's giving something up. 195 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:50,219 - Hello! - Hey, guys. 196 00:09:50,349 --> 00:09:51,349 - I'm Julian. - Hi. 197 00:09:51,425 --> 00:09:53,004 What up? 198 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:54,876 How you doing? Nice to meet you. 199 00:09:55,006 --> 00:09:57,400 Everybody knows Ceara. Everybody that's in this part 200 00:09:57,530 --> 00:09:59,490 - of that industry knows who Ceara is. - Mm-hmm. 201 00:09:59,572 --> 00:10:00,572 - Gotcha. - Yep. 202 00:10:01,709 --> 00:10:03,589 You were about to say, she's a little bit like 203 00:10:03,659 --> 00:10:05,379 - her character, you think? - Oh, oh, shh, 204 00:10:06,017 --> 00:10:08,057 yeah, I just feel like there's just something else 205 00:10:08,097 --> 00:10:09,934 in there that's just, yeah, I don't know. 206 00:10:10,065 --> 00:10:11,632 - Satan, it's Satan. - Yeah. 207 00:10:11,762 --> 00:10:13,798 In fact, I bet there's a 666 right behind her ear. 208 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,695 - I'm pretty sure. - No. 209 00:10:16,795 --> 00:10:19,035 - I told you. - No, I'm just glad I'm on her good side. 210 00:10:19,097 --> 00:10:20,760 That's what I meant to say. 211 00:10:20,860 --> 00:10:23,120 - Really? Wow. - I'm on her good side. We're good. 212 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:32,000 Are we having fun yet? 213 00:10:32,130 --> 00:10:33,973 Show him how it's done, please? 214 00:10:34,073 --> 00:10:36,033 - Oh, my gosh, no. - What, you didn't like that? 215 00:10:36,063 --> 00:10:38,615 That was weak. 216 00:10:38,746 --> 00:10:40,127 Jesus Christ! 217 00:10:40,227 --> 00:10:42,445 What's going on? Oh, God! 218 00:10:50,235 --> 00:10:51,846 - Woo! - Okay. 219 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:59,331 Here you go. 220 00:11:17,698 --> 00:11:20,178 When she was about 16, 221 00:11:20,309 --> 00:11:21,789 I mean, I knew she was making money, 222 00:11:21,880 --> 00:11:24,120 and I didn't know where she was getting her money from. 223 00:11:24,126 --> 00:11:25,575 I came home from work one day 224 00:11:25,706 --> 00:11:27,708 and here on the dining room table 225 00:11:27,838 --> 00:11:30,188 is this Manila envelope with something in it, 226 00:11:30,319 --> 00:11:32,713 addressed to somebody in Florida. 227 00:11:32,843 --> 00:11:35,846 So I open it up and she was selling panties, 228 00:11:35,977 --> 00:11:37,718 and I got really upset. 229 00:11:37,848 --> 00:11:39,502 So I did what any dad would do. 230 00:11:39,632 --> 00:11:41,156 I threw her panties away, 231 00:11:41,286 --> 00:11:43,854 I put a dirty pair of my underwear in with her note, 232 00:11:43,985 --> 00:11:46,814 sealed 'em up, and mailed them off to the guy. 233 00:11:46,944 --> 00:11:48,946 Once I figured out that she was safe, 234 00:11:49,077 --> 00:11:50,643 that people can't find her, 235 00:11:50,774 --> 00:11:53,734 and there's firewalls, you know. 236 00:11:54,647 --> 00:11:57,999 It's all through telephone or on the internet. 237 00:11:58,129 --> 00:12:00,958 There's no actual meeting people. 238 00:12:01,785 --> 00:12:03,439 Okay, yeah, it sounds pretty... 239 00:12:04,745 --> 00:12:06,585 You know, I would've preferred brain surgeon, 240 00:12:06,665 --> 00:12:08,966 but, you know. 241 00:12:18,976 --> 00:12:25,113 Yeah, just kind of a normal American suburb upbringing. 242 00:12:26,114 --> 00:12:28,072 Yeah, money was really tight when I was born. 243 00:12:28,203 --> 00:12:30,858 The first house that I lived at was a trailer park, actually. 244 00:12:34,035 --> 00:12:35,035 1702. 245 00:12:36,864 --> 00:12:39,024 I actually have nothing but happy childhood memories. 246 00:12:40,519 --> 00:12:41,651 And after the trailer park, 247 00:12:41,782 --> 00:12:43,958 I lived in this farmhouse for a while. 248 00:12:44,872 --> 00:12:46,438 But it's all abandoned now. 249 00:12:48,832 --> 00:12:50,512 Yeah, I think I had a very different idea 250 00:12:50,580 --> 00:12:52,100 of what my future would be back then. 251 00:12:53,489 --> 00:12:55,796 A few things I remember growing up, 252 00:12:55,926 --> 00:12:58,929 Jehovah Witnesses, they don't believe in Heaven or Hell. 253 00:12:59,190 --> 00:13:01,758 They believe that there's an Armageddon coming, 254 00:13:01,889 --> 00:13:03,009 and it's coming really soon. 255 00:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,246 And that's going to basically wipe out everyone 256 00:13:06,214 --> 00:13:07,374 that isn't a Jehovah Witness. 257 00:13:07,163 --> 00:13:08,896 And then Paradise comes after 258 00:13:09,026 --> 00:13:10,956 to everyone that follows Jehovah. 259 00:13:11,056 --> 00:13:12,936 So we tried for a while with the idea of kids, 260 00:13:13,027 --> 00:13:15,293 you should give 'em some sort of foundation, 261 00:13:15,424 --> 00:13:18,079 but we lost faith in the organization and then left. 262 00:13:20,908 --> 00:13:23,607 So I was away on vacation with my parents at Cobble Beach. 263 00:13:23,707 --> 00:13:25,651 So there were two boys and me. 264 00:13:25,782 --> 00:13:27,782 And I can't remember what our parents were doing, 265 00:13:27,832 --> 00:13:29,699 but me and the boys were left alone. 266 00:13:29,830 --> 00:13:33,398 And one of the guys had, uh, 267 00:13:33,529 --> 00:13:35,661 like, a dirty magazine, like a Hustler. 268 00:13:35,792 --> 00:13:39,491 He showed us this page of these two beautiful, 269 00:13:39,622 --> 00:13:42,233 glamorous women, uh, sucking each other's toes. 270 00:13:43,495 --> 00:13:44,695 And... 271 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,891 I look at his pants and he's getting hard. 272 00:13:48,022 --> 00:13:49,371 I mean, it was under his pants, 273 00:13:49,501 --> 00:13:52,548 but I had never really seen an erection in person. 274 00:13:53,592 --> 00:13:56,682 Right as I saw his penis, 275 00:13:57,161 --> 00:13:59,163 the earth started shaking. 276 00:14:01,252 --> 00:14:04,342 And I totally freaked out. 277 00:14:04,473 --> 00:14:06,867 I started thinking about Armageddon. 278 00:14:06,997 --> 00:14:09,173 And I just, like, booked it out the door. 279 00:14:09,304 --> 00:14:13,656 I just ran, and I just saw this light, 280 00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:17,268 like this really bright white light. 281 00:14:17,616 --> 00:14:21,316 I thought at the time that it was the light of Jehovah 282 00:14:21,446 --> 00:14:25,015 and, um, that I was running towards Paradise. 283 00:14:27,713 --> 00:14:30,281 I realized it was, uh, just the lighthouse 284 00:14:30,412 --> 00:14:33,067 and waited it out until the earth stood still again. 285 00:14:35,373 --> 00:14:37,133 It wasn't even, like, a serious earthquake, 286 00:14:37,202 --> 00:14:40,509 but, uh, it was just crazy timing. 287 00:14:40,639 --> 00:14:41,771 It really freaked me out. 288 00:14:43,164 --> 00:14:46,428 Never told anyone that before. 289 00:14:46,558 --> 00:14:47,995 - Exclusive! - Yeah! 290 00:14:51,302 --> 00:14:54,349 Is there ever any risk with these fantasies that are more extreme 291 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,003 that you're going to go too far? 292 00:14:56,133 --> 00:14:58,657 No, I would never do anything 293 00:14:58,788 --> 00:15:00,007 that I wasn't asked to do. 294 00:15:01,443 --> 00:15:03,243 The illusion is that I'm the one in control. 295 00:15:03,358 --> 00:15:05,751 But, really, they're telling me what do to. 296 00:15:06,752 --> 00:15:08,276 It's very clear what they want 297 00:15:08,406 --> 00:15:09,846 and that's exactly what I give 'em. 298 00:15:11,192 --> 00:15:13,272 I think it's really important to draw a distinction 299 00:15:13,322 --> 00:15:14,722 between a fetish and an addiction. 300 00:15:14,601 --> 00:15:15,801 A fetish is something abnormal 301 00:15:15,761 --> 00:15:17,198 that gets you off sexually. 302 00:15:17,328 --> 00:15:19,330 It's called a paraphilia. 303 00:15:19,461 --> 00:15:21,381 It literally means you have a sexual attraction 304 00:15:21,506 --> 00:15:23,291 to non-sexual things. 305 00:15:23,769 --> 00:15:26,598 An addiction on the other hand, is a compulsive behavior 306 00:15:26,729 --> 00:15:28,774 that's unhealthy or disruptive to your life. 307 00:15:29,950 --> 00:15:31,908 Let's say you get off on women's shoes. 308 00:15:32,039 --> 00:15:34,439 It's not something that most people find sexually arousing, 309 00:15:34,520 --> 00:15:35,956 so it's considered a fetish. 310 00:15:36,086 --> 00:15:38,697 However, if you start going into women's shoe stores, 311 00:15:38,828 --> 00:15:41,548 stealing high heels, and taking them home to masturbate over them? 312 00:15:42,136 --> 00:15:45,574 - That's an addiction. - If I get the sense that a guy really has 313 00:15:45,704 --> 00:15:47,184 an addiction and is ruining his life, 314 00:15:47,271 --> 00:15:50,883 then I do feel some responsibility to help him. 315 00:15:51,014 --> 00:15:53,277 After a while, it's not very fulfilling 316 00:15:53,408 --> 00:15:54,496 just getting guys off. 317 00:15:55,236 --> 00:15:57,281 What I really find satisfying is 318 00:15:57,412 --> 00:15:59,544 if I feel like I've truly helped them 319 00:15:59,675 --> 00:16:01,851 in a way that they can't help themselves. 320 00:16:01,982 --> 00:16:04,462 For me, it's more than a sexual outlet. 321 00:16:05,072 --> 00:16:08,379 I know that what she does offers release. 322 00:16:08,510 --> 00:16:12,122 So perhaps it has some psychological value. 323 00:16:12,383 --> 00:16:13,906 Perhaps, it has some therapy. 324 00:16:14,559 --> 00:16:16,352 I didn't even know I was addicted. 325 00:16:16,452 --> 00:16:17,892 I didn't know you could be addicted 326 00:16:17,818 --> 00:16:18,858 to what I was addicted to. 327 00:16:20,609 --> 00:16:22,785 You know, a lot of guys have these desires 328 00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,179 that they can't share with, you know, 329 00:16:25,309 --> 00:16:28,399 their wife or their girlfriend or, you know. 330 00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:31,011 I and anyone else who is in my profession 331 00:16:31,141 --> 00:16:33,709 are pretty much the only people that really hear about it. 332 00:16:34,275 --> 00:16:37,408 I've basically carvedM a niche helping men with strange addictions. 333 00:16:37,843 --> 00:16:40,643 For instance, I had this one guy who couldn't put his smartphone down 334 00:16:40,701 --> 00:16:42,196 without having a panic attack. 335 00:16:42,370 --> 00:16:44,328 I had another guy who was addicted 336 00:16:44,459 --> 00:16:46,243 to being kicked in the balls to the point 337 00:16:46,374 --> 00:16:48,158 where he might not be able to have kids. 338 00:16:49,697 --> 00:16:50,946 I got a rush out of that. 339 00:16:51,046 --> 00:16:52,046 That was, like, a thrill. 340 00:16:53,294 --> 00:16:55,190 Well, we all know about drug addiction. 341 00:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,732 But addiction to behavior 342 00:16:56,862 --> 00:16:58,951 or addiction to inanimate objects 343 00:16:59,082 --> 00:17:00,866 can be quite compelling for people. 344 00:17:00,997 --> 00:17:03,043 So if you have tried everything else, 345 00:17:03,173 --> 00:17:05,349 maybe your best bet is an Online Humiliatrix 346 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,134 with a psychology degree. 347 00:17:12,574 --> 00:17:13,618 I'm feeling good. 348 00:17:13,749 --> 00:17:16,534 I'm feeling like my instincts were right. 349 00:17:16,665 --> 00:17:20,190 That she is an amazing subject and has a lot of complexity. 350 00:17:20,321 --> 00:17:22,018 More than I thought originally. 351 00:17:22,149 --> 00:17:24,349 Oh, my God. 352 00:17:24,716 --> 00:17:25,716 Just beautiful. 353 00:17:27,850 --> 00:17:31,419 You know, at least I get paid for filming myself. 354 00:17:31,549 --> 00:17:34,074 - What's your excuse? - What do you mean, what's my excuse? 355 00:17:34,204 --> 00:17:37,077 - You're always filming yourself. - Yeah, what's wrong with that? 356 00:17:37,207 --> 00:17:38,730 Why do you do it? 357 00:17:39,166 --> 00:17:41,733 - Well. - It's kind of narcissistic. 358 00:17:41,864 --> 00:17:44,345 Oh, and being a cam girl isn't narcissistic? 359 00:17:44,475 --> 00:17:46,086 Again, I get paid for it. 360 00:17:46,216 --> 00:17:48,536 I wouldn't be doing it if I wasn't bringing money for it. 361 00:17:48,584 --> 00:17:49,584 All right, well... 362 00:17:51,091 --> 00:17:52,531 And it kind of sucks 363 00:17:52,657 --> 00:17:54,777 'cause I'm meant to be going back to Australia soon, 364 00:17:54,810 --> 00:17:56,210 but I kind of don't want to leave. 365 00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:59,099 I feel like there's so much more to this story. 366 00:17:59,229 --> 00:18:00,622 - Road trip! - Woo-hoo! 367 00:18:02,711 --> 00:18:05,231 I mean, I don't think I've ever met anybody like her. 368 00:18:06,193 --> 00:18:07,411 She's... 369 00:18:07,542 --> 00:18:10,066 ...she's really special. 370 00:18:10,197 --> 00:18:13,200 But I've already used all my savings just getting this far. 371 00:18:13,678 --> 00:18:15,941 What do you think about doing a Kickstarter campaign? 372 00:18:16,333 --> 00:18:17,726 Yeah, I'd be down. 373 00:18:17,856 --> 00:18:19,423 Yeah, we could just keep shooting. 374 00:18:19,554 --> 00:18:21,251 I don't have to leave. 375 00:18:21,382 --> 00:18:23,210 - I like money. - I like money, too. 376 00:18:23,340 --> 00:18:25,342 Money's good. 377 00:18:27,083 --> 00:18:29,259 Oh, my project is launched! 378 00:18:29,390 --> 00:18:30,390 Yeah! 379 00:18:30,477 --> 00:18:32,436 How much are you going to pledge? 380 00:18:32,567 --> 00:18:34,395 - $100. - All right, let's see it. 381 00:18:34,525 --> 00:18:36,658 So it's essentially a documentary about 382 00:18:36,788 --> 00:18:39,097 - what we're talking about here. - Yeah, about me. 383 00:18:39,197 --> 00:18:40,957 - Yeah, focused on me. - About humiliation. 384 00:18:40,915 --> 00:18:43,235 About how these guys want you to do these things to them. 385 00:18:43,198 --> 00:18:44,883 - Exactly. - And threaten them. 386 00:18:45,014 --> 00:18:47,799 And refresh. Oh, look at that! 387 00:18:47,930 --> 00:18:50,976 82 backers, 11,344! 388 00:18:51,107 --> 00:18:52,107 Good boy! 389 00:18:53,153 --> 00:18:54,353 Yeah. 390 00:18:56,373 --> 00:18:58,973 - Holy shit! - There's 24 hours to go, we're still $7,000 short. 391 00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:01,405 If we don't reach our target, the film is not getting made. 392 00:19:01,230 --> 00:19:03,163 Have you seen the Kickstarter? 393 00:19:03,293 --> 00:19:04,990 Like, in the past 15 minutes? 394 00:19:05,991 --> 00:19:08,603 So, this guy is willing to put $7,500 in the Kickstarter 395 00:19:08,733 --> 00:19:10,387 if we do a make-out video. 396 00:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,215 That's it, just kissing. 397 00:19:12,346 --> 00:19:14,339 I'd do that for free. 398 00:19:14,439 --> 00:19:15,784 Can you believe that? 399 00:19:31,321 --> 00:19:32,670 - Ha! - Hello. 400 00:19:32,801 --> 00:19:34,716 Hello. I brought wardrobe options. 401 00:19:36,544 --> 00:19:39,503 - How are you doing, nervous? - I'm a little anxious. 402 00:19:39,634 --> 00:19:41,853 - How are you feeling? - Fine. 403 00:19:41,984 --> 00:19:44,104 - Yeah, I could see that. - It's not my first rodeo. 404 00:19:44,155 --> 00:19:46,989 Okay, I have this guy's notes, 405 00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:48,338 his requests here. 406 00:19:48,469 --> 00:19:50,862 - He has a cuckolding fetish. - Okay. 407 00:19:50,993 --> 00:19:54,301 So he likes seeing me with guys that are hotter than him. 408 00:19:54,431 --> 00:19:57,391 - Okay. - Do not do five seconds of tongue sucking. 409 00:19:57,521 --> 00:19:58,609 That is too short. 410 00:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,220 Please make it much longer. 411 00:20:03,397 --> 00:20:04,659 That's ridiculous. 412 00:20:04,789 --> 00:20:06,008 I know, it's stupid. 413 00:20:08,489 --> 00:20:09,489 God. 414 00:20:12,232 --> 00:20:13,276 Can you handle this? 415 00:20:13,407 --> 00:20:14,538 Yeah, I can handle this. 416 00:20:14,669 --> 00:20:15,669 All right. 417 00:20:30,815 --> 00:20:32,398 'Kay, testing one, two, three. 418 00:20:32,498 --> 00:20:33,498 Testing one, two, three. 419 00:20:39,433 --> 00:20:42,914 Okay... this is good. 420 00:20:43,480 --> 00:20:47,745 All right, um, so you don't need to worry about saying anything. 421 00:20:47,876 --> 00:20:50,400 I'll start it and then we'll just start kissing, 422 00:20:50,531 --> 00:20:52,750 - and so you can take me lead. - Okay. 423 00:20:52,881 --> 00:20:54,012 Easiest job in the world. 424 00:20:57,233 --> 00:20:58,713 Hi, there. 425 00:20:58,843 --> 00:21:03,195 I have quite a little treat for you, my little cuck. 426 00:21:04,675 --> 00:21:08,766 I have, right here, a real man. 427 00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,769 And I'm going to have some fun with him 428 00:21:11,900 --> 00:21:15,469 while you sit there and wank your tiny little dick, 429 00:21:15,991 --> 00:21:18,559 wishing that you could be a part of it. 430 00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,171 But, hey, you can, right? 431 00:21:22,302 --> 00:21:23,825 You get to pay for it. 432 00:21:25,087 --> 00:21:26,262 Enjoy. 433 00:22:02,516 --> 00:22:03,516 Hi. 434 00:22:37,551 --> 00:22:38,552 Fuck me. 435 00:23:02,967 --> 00:23:05,883 Well, he got quite a show. 436 00:23:06,014 --> 00:23:07,214 We're not sending that to him. 437 00:23:07,287 --> 00:23:08,669 No, definitely not. 438 00:23:08,799 --> 00:23:10,322 That would ruin my career. 439 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,115 - Question. - Yes? 440 00:23:20,245 --> 00:23:23,205 Um, is this going to be weird afterwards, 441 00:23:23,335 --> 00:23:26,687 like, with the movie and everything? 442 00:23:26,817 --> 00:23:28,645 I'm fine but I don't know. 443 00:23:28,776 --> 00:23:31,126 - No, I'm fine. - Okay, okay. 444 00:23:44,095 --> 00:23:45,855 You carry this thing everywhere, don't you? 445 00:23:45,945 --> 00:23:46,945 I do. 446 00:23:48,143 --> 00:23:49,983 I love this little camera. 447 00:23:51,668 --> 00:23:53,278 - It's my thing. - Yeah. 448 00:23:53,409 --> 00:23:54,925 I've done it for a long time. 449 00:23:55,025 --> 00:23:56,456 All guys have their thing. 450 00:23:59,284 --> 00:24:02,418 What's the first thing you remember recording? 451 00:24:02,549 --> 00:24:05,073 I got my first camera when I was nine years old. 452 00:24:05,421 --> 00:24:08,468 - Like, a VHS? - It was a little VHS camera that my mum gave me. 453 00:24:08,598 --> 00:24:11,514 In the filming of this week's documentary. 454 00:24:11,645 --> 00:24:14,299 I wanted to be a documentary maker. 455 00:24:14,430 --> 00:24:18,695 Until next week, this is Julian Shaw saying, "Adios." 456 00:24:18,826 --> 00:24:21,306 - I just started filming everything, you know? - Yeah. 457 00:24:25,441 --> 00:24:27,312 Intellectually stimulating. 458 00:24:27,791 --> 00:24:30,490 I actually made little documentaries in my house. 459 00:24:30,620 --> 00:24:31,969 Yeah, of what? 460 00:24:32,100 --> 00:24:33,754 About my cats. 461 00:24:33,884 --> 00:24:35,973 The unaware and unsuspicious cat. 462 00:24:36,104 --> 00:24:37,264 - Your cats? - Yeah. 463 00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:39,840 Oh, my God, I want to see that so bad. 464 00:24:39,831 --> 00:24:40,831 No one gets to see that. 465 00:24:40,726 --> 00:24:41,726 No! 466 00:24:42,066 --> 00:24:43,503 Oh, the video camera? 467 00:24:43,633 --> 00:24:47,071 No, don't worry, that's not on. Outrageous! 468 00:24:47,202 --> 00:24:48,464 Okay, cut! 469 00:24:49,944 --> 00:24:51,511 - Mm. - Yeah. 470 00:24:53,077 --> 00:24:54,077 Aw. 471 00:24:54,585 --> 00:24:56,345 That was actually a pretty fucked up period 472 00:24:56,360 --> 00:24:57,720 in my life, to be honest with you. 473 00:24:57,562 --> 00:24:58,866 - Why? - Um... 474 00:24:59,954 --> 00:25:01,790 My parents went away a lot for work, 475 00:25:01,890 --> 00:25:03,914 and I'd go and stay with my mum's sister 476 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,047 for like a month at a time. 477 00:25:06,656 --> 00:25:08,856 I haven't really told many people about this actually. 478 00:25:08,935 --> 00:25:11,332 - Yeah? - Basically, I just have this memory 479 00:25:11,432 --> 00:25:14,185 that I always go back to where I'm lying in bed and I'm shaking. 480 00:25:14,316 --> 00:25:16,710 I'm so scared, like, I'm going to pee my pants. 481 00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,887 And I'm just waiting for the sound of the door opening. 482 00:25:22,890 --> 00:25:24,970 It happened a couple of times before I got the idea 483 00:25:25,020 --> 00:25:26,241 to hide a camera in my room. 484 00:25:26,371 --> 00:25:29,984 - Wait, so did you, like, record her? - Mm-hmm. 485 00:25:31,899 --> 00:25:33,857 What did she do to you? 486 00:25:33,988 --> 00:25:37,557 She had violent fantasies that probably came from her own life.. 487 00:25:37,992 --> 00:25:42,779 I Still don't know. She used me, she used me to act them out. 488 00:25:45,874 --> 00:25:47,274 It was the worst night of my life, 489 00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:49,017 but it was the best thing I've ever shot. 490 00:25:51,179 --> 00:25:54,356 That is as real, and ugly, and raw, and... 491 00:25:56,401 --> 00:25:59,448 terrible as life gets, and I actually recorded it. 492 00:26:01,058 --> 00:26:04,366 And I think that was the moment that I decided that I could make 493 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:07,064 a documentary out of my own life. 494 00:26:07,587 --> 00:26:09,937 I just needed to keep filming the most dramatic moments. 495 00:26:12,809 --> 00:26:15,849 Sorry, I missed the first part. Can you say that again from the beginning? 496 00:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,043 I've been doing this for so long now 497 00:26:21,143 --> 00:26:22,993 that I can't imagine ever stopping. 498 00:26:24,647 --> 00:26:26,562 - Hi! - Hello! 499 00:26:26,693 --> 00:26:29,085 - You're out the front. - I am out the front. 500 00:26:29,185 --> 00:26:30,185 Is it you that eager? 501 00:26:30,740 --> 00:26:31,741 That eager? 502 00:26:31,872 --> 00:26:33,438 - Are you filming me? - Yeah. 503 00:26:45,973 --> 00:26:47,539 I got these for you. 504 00:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,762 As much as I liked recording the nice moments. 505 00:26:52,893 --> 00:26:54,503 How beautiful! 506 00:26:54,634 --> 00:26:57,288 I was always more drawn to the pain and the fights. 507 00:26:57,419 --> 00:26:59,769 You know, that was the best footage. 508 00:27:01,945 --> 00:27:04,513 It was just so much better when I could create some drama. 509 00:27:08,169 --> 00:27:09,213 Turn it off! 510 00:27:10,388 --> 00:27:11,844 If it upsets you that much, 511 00:27:11,944 --> 00:27:12,984 if I'm so fucking strange, 512 00:27:13,087 --> 00:27:16,394 then fine, whatever, you know, that's just... 513 00:27:17,395 --> 00:27:18,395 Stop it! 514 00:27:23,837 --> 00:27:24,838 I'm sorry. 515 00:27:28,972 --> 00:27:30,408 I like to film stuff 516 00:27:30,539 --> 00:27:33,150 that someone else would have stopped recording. 517 00:27:41,681 --> 00:27:44,422 I want to be the person who doesn't stop. 518 00:27:46,686 --> 00:27:48,766 And when I realized that my girlfriend of ten years 519 00:27:48,838 --> 00:27:51,734 was about to break up with me, I was thinking, 520 00:27:52,256 --> 00:27:53,696 "I'd better get an angle on myself, 521 00:27:53,823 --> 00:27:55,303 'cause this is going to be gold." 522 00:27:59,220 --> 00:28:01,420 If I give you the camera, can you just keep recording? 523 00:28:12,494 --> 00:28:13,494 Yeah. 524 00:28:28,466 --> 00:28:30,033 Did you turn off the record? 525 00:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,263 You want to check Kickstarter and see if this guy has paid us? 526 00:28:46,356 --> 00:28:47,442 Yeah, yeah. 527 00:28:50,488 --> 00:28:53,361 You can put that thing down. 528 00:28:53,491 --> 00:28:55,406 - Can I? - What you're doing. 529 00:28:55,537 --> 00:28:56,712 Well, don't stop recording. 530 00:28:59,019 --> 00:29:01,891 Okay, uh, just put it right here? 531 00:29:02,022 --> 00:29:03,022 - Mm-hmm. - All right. 532 00:29:05,634 --> 00:29:07,070 Let's see. 533 00:29:07,201 --> 00:29:08,855 - We're finished. - We're done? 534 00:29:08,985 --> 00:29:13,163 29,846, it feels so good! 535 00:29:21,911 --> 00:29:22,911 Yes! 536 00:29:23,521 --> 00:29:25,610 We can celebrate with my friends. 537 00:29:25,741 --> 00:29:27,961 Oh, there you go! 538 00:29:28,091 --> 00:29:29,571 Whoa, that's good. 539 00:29:32,530 --> 00:29:34,054 - Oh, boy. - Hello. 540 00:29:35,577 --> 00:29:37,797 Someone's frisky. 541 00:29:37,927 --> 00:29:38,927 Ooh. 542 00:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,805 Come here. 543 00:29:47,894 --> 00:29:49,765 What's the safe word, Julian? 544 00:29:49,896 --> 00:29:50,936 I can't remember. 545 00:29:51,767 --> 00:29:53,167 - Are you still breathing? - Yeah. 546 00:29:55,945 --> 00:29:57,745 You're so fucking beautiful, Ceara! 547 00:29:59,166 --> 00:30:01,406 Shouldn't they be paying you if they're really into it? 548 00:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,349 - They're actually paying you, right? - Right. 549 00:30:07,739 --> 00:30:08,739 Yeah! 550 00:30:10,525 --> 00:30:12,657 Living the American dream. 551 00:30:12,788 --> 00:30:14,268 You should smack her pussy again. 552 00:30:16,531 --> 00:30:17,837 - Yeah. - Ooh! 553 00:30:17,967 --> 00:30:18,967 Whoa! 554 00:30:32,329 --> 00:30:34,070 - How you doing? - Morning. 555 00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:50,086 Who do I talk to about pushing the, um, checkout back? 556 00:30:56,571 --> 00:31:01,184 The present balance of $628.73, 557 00:31:01,315 --> 00:31:02,751 all of which is available for use. 558 00:31:03,230 --> 00:31:04,967 Dude, don't worry about it. 559 00:31:05,067 --> 00:31:06,307 It's just money, it'll be fine. 560 00:31:07,582 --> 00:31:08,757 You had a good time. 561 00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:15,329 Okay, you know, we were celebrating, you know, Kickstarter, 562 00:31:15,459 --> 00:31:17,548 - and we were celebrating... - Yeah. 563 00:31:17,679 --> 00:31:19,986 ...that milestone and, you know, that's great. 564 00:31:20,116 --> 00:31:21,872 You've got to celebrate things, 565 00:31:21,972 --> 00:31:23,380 but I think we kind of have to say 566 00:31:23,511 --> 00:31:26,122 that, you know, we can't really do that again. 567 00:31:26,253 --> 00:31:27,645 I guess we'll drive back. 568 00:31:27,776 --> 00:31:29,560 It will be fine. 569 00:31:29,691 --> 00:31:32,331 It's good, it's all good. I'm honestly not that worried about it. 570 00:31:41,268 --> 00:31:45,315 >> At the roundabout, take the second exit to US-101.<< 571 00:31:55,586 --> 00:31:58,024 - I'll be back in one second. - Okay. 572 00:32:09,557 --> 00:32:11,855 - How are you? - I'm pretty good. 573 00:32:11,955 --> 00:32:14,344 I'm looking at a very beautiful sight right now. 574 00:32:14,475 --> 00:32:16,390 How's it all going? 575 00:32:16,694 --> 00:32:18,218 Uh, it's going really good actually. 576 00:32:18,348 --> 00:32:19,915 - Yeah. - Yeah? 577 00:32:20,046 --> 00:32:22,406 She's showing me where she grew up and stuff like that. 578 00:32:24,093 --> 00:32:25,660 You're not filming this, are you? 579 00:32:27,792 --> 00:32:29,055 What do you think? 580 00:32:31,492 --> 00:32:32,667 Are you? 581 00:32:36,149 --> 00:32:37,541 Julian, are you filming this? 582 00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:45,128 I don't really feel like doing anything 583 00:32:45,228 --> 00:32:49,075 but lay around and eat pizza, watch bad movies. 584 00:32:49,466 --> 00:32:52,121 - You have to pay for your fun. - Yeah. 585 00:32:59,999 --> 00:33:01,304 What else is on your mind? 586 00:33:06,614 --> 00:33:08,094 How do you feel about the other day? 587 00:33:10,748 --> 00:33:11,748 Um... 588 00:33:13,055 --> 00:33:14,055 Mm. 589 00:33:15,101 --> 00:33:16,319 I feel fine. 590 00:33:19,409 --> 00:33:20,976 Yeah, I feel fine. 591 00:33:21,107 --> 00:33:22,307 Right. 592 00:33:22,717 --> 00:33:24,023 I don't know what else to say. 593 00:33:24,153 --> 00:33:26,199 I don't feel weird about it, um. 594 00:33:28,592 --> 00:33:30,912 I haven't really thought about it too much, to be honest. 595 00:33:30,987 --> 00:33:31,987 Okay. 596 00:33:32,770 --> 00:33:34,642 - That's all right. - No offense. 597 00:33:36,818 --> 00:33:38,341 Why, how do you feel about it? 598 00:33:49,352 --> 00:33:50,752 - Oh, the water's boiling. - Okay. 599 00:33:50,827 --> 00:33:52,467 - I'm going to go grab it. - No worries. 600 00:33:52,452 --> 00:33:54,140 - All right, standby. - Thanks. 601 00:34:13,724 --> 00:34:16,379 In America, you can get to the top, 602 00:34:16,901 --> 00:34:18,686 but one simple, little mistake, 603 00:34:18,816 --> 00:34:20,688 you could come tumbling right down. 604 00:34:20,818 --> 00:34:23,256 Five years ago, I was financially secure. 605 00:34:23,386 --> 00:34:25,127 Now, I don't know what's going to happen. 606 00:34:25,258 --> 00:34:27,738 Regardless of my adversities I go through, 607 00:34:28,087 --> 00:34:30,219 I know I will rise up in America. 608 00:34:35,181 --> 00:34:37,008 - Hey, stranger. - Hey. 609 00:34:37,139 --> 00:34:39,981 Haven't seen you in a while. Here, I want to show you something. 610 00:34:40,081 --> 00:34:41,081 Okay. 611 00:34:41,187 --> 00:34:43,754 It's this software where I can, 612 00:34:43,885 --> 00:34:46,409 basically, uh, access 613 00:34:46,540 --> 00:34:47,845 other guy's computers. 614 00:34:47,976 --> 00:34:49,195 - Okay. - So this guy, 615 00:34:49,325 --> 00:34:51,501 he just sent me, like, his password information 616 00:34:51,632 --> 00:34:54,939 and I can just go in... 617 00:34:55,070 --> 00:34:57,159 ...and see what he wants me to see. 618 00:34:57,290 --> 00:35:00,249 And look, see, this is his page here. 619 00:35:00,380 --> 00:35:01,380 Whoa! 620 00:35:02,947 --> 00:35:04,907 So that's his computer and you're just in there? 621 00:35:04,908 --> 00:35:06,603 Yeah, so some of these guys 622 00:35:06,734 --> 00:35:09,606 like it when I pay myself. 623 00:35:09,737 --> 00:35:11,897 So right now, he is on the other side of the computer 624 00:35:11,975 --> 00:35:13,523 and he can see all this. 625 00:35:13,654 --> 00:35:16,014 Everything, like me moving around this desktop right here, 626 00:35:16,078 --> 00:35:18,224 me logging into his account. 627 00:35:18,354 --> 00:35:22,315 He's over there, like, enjoying the show. 628 00:35:22,837 --> 00:35:26,057 And so he wants me to pay myself. 629 00:35:26,188 --> 00:35:32,151 - And how much is he asking for? - Um, he's having me pay myself $100. 630 00:35:34,022 --> 00:35:36,111 You put in an extra zero. 631 00:35:36,242 --> 00:35:37,242 Oops. 632 00:35:38,896 --> 00:35:40,289 There we go. 633 00:35:40,420 --> 00:35:41,464 Cool. 634 00:35:41,595 --> 00:35:43,858 We thank you for playing fair. 635 00:35:45,773 --> 00:35:48,906 I've never seen that notification before. That's funny. 636 00:35:50,212 --> 00:35:51,344 Pretty cool, huh? 637 00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:57,567 So this guy gets turned on when you take more money from him 638 00:35:57,698 --> 00:36:01,789 - than he asked you to take? - It isn't hard to tell what the guy really wants. 639 00:36:01,919 --> 00:36:03,573 Like, yeah, he says $100, 640 00:36:03,704 --> 00:36:05,140 but he also loves how greedy I am. 641 00:36:05,271 --> 00:36:08,839 He loves how I am the type of woman who would, 642 00:36:08,970 --> 00:36:10,928 you know... 643 00:36:11,451 --> 00:36:13,496 take more money than what was agreed upon, 644 00:36:13,627 --> 00:36:15,368 and that sort of thing. 645 00:36:15,498 --> 00:36:18,632 So it's like, which part do I listen to? 646 00:36:18,762 --> 00:36:21,678 Do I listen to that part? Or do I, you know, trust that... 647 00:36:23,071 --> 00:36:26,553 he really only wants me to send $100? 648 00:36:27,293 --> 00:36:29,991 So you're saying he's got no problem with you taking $1,000? 649 00:36:31,210 --> 00:36:32,410 Mm-mm. 650 00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,300 Okay. 651 00:36:48,009 --> 00:36:51,447 We are back in Vegas shooting 652 00:36:51,578 --> 00:36:55,495 at the Adult Entertainment Expo this week. 653 00:36:55,625 --> 00:36:57,627 I'm now paying for everything on my credit card, 654 00:36:57,758 --> 00:36:58,758 so got to work fast. 655 00:36:59,629 --> 00:37:01,022 And ever since I got here, 656 00:37:02,589 --> 00:37:04,869 everyone keeps talking about this girl, Princess Cassie. 657 00:37:04,846 --> 00:37:06,726 Uh, kind of sounds like she's the new it girl. 658 00:37:22,870 --> 00:37:24,742 Ceara's going to be signing autographs, 659 00:37:24,842 --> 00:37:26,402 so I might just have a bit of a wander 660 00:37:26,229 --> 00:37:27,469 around the convention, explore. 661 00:37:27,962 --> 00:37:30,356 Maybe, check out Cassie's booth. 662 00:37:30,486 --> 00:37:32,096 See what all the hype is about. 663 00:37:41,671 --> 00:37:43,238 I don't really hate her, 664 00:37:43,369 --> 00:37:44,979 but I do find her really odd. 665 00:37:45,109 --> 00:37:47,851 And she only talks about herself. 666 00:37:47,982 --> 00:37:50,702 I actually introduced her to this industry. I brought her into it. 667 00:37:56,512 --> 00:37:58,660 I had shot her for some videos 668 00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,960 and so it was the first time she did the FemDom thing. 669 00:38:01,014 --> 00:38:02,254 And she took to it really well. 670 00:38:02,304 --> 00:38:04,624 I'm not going to say like, "Oh, I made her," or anything. 671 00:38:04,653 --> 00:38:06,133 She just needed to be shown the door 672 00:38:06,217 --> 00:38:08,394 and she, you know, totally took full advantage of it. 673 00:38:08,524 --> 00:38:11,397 Like, you know, really, really took to it. 674 00:38:11,527 --> 00:38:12,572 You love that, don't you? 675 00:38:13,790 --> 00:38:16,924 And then, kind of the weirdness came later 676 00:38:17,054 --> 00:38:18,882 when she started to become really popular. 677 00:38:20,231 --> 00:38:22,625 Again, I don't think she needs to kiss my ass 678 00:38:22,756 --> 00:38:24,540 or think that I created her or anything. 679 00:38:24,671 --> 00:38:26,455 But she wouldn't be where she was 680 00:38:26,586 --> 00:38:28,457 if I hadn't have introduced her to this. 681 00:38:28,588 --> 00:38:30,459 - Hello. - How's it going? 682 00:38:30,590 --> 00:38:32,331 - Good, how are you? - Good. 683 00:38:32,461 --> 00:38:33,636 Nice to see you. 684 00:38:36,770 --> 00:38:38,641 - This is Julian. - Hello, how are you doing? 685 00:38:38,772 --> 00:38:41,773 - Nice to meet you, Julian. - Normally, I don't do videos like this, 686 00:38:41,873 --> 00:38:44,995 but I have a client who pays a lot of money 687 00:38:45,126 --> 00:38:48,912 to watch me make out with certain girls, and he likes Cassie, 688 00:38:49,043 --> 00:38:50,697 so that's what we're doing today. 689 00:38:50,827 --> 00:38:53,656 Hey, can I talk to you for a minute? 690 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,573 So, um, it's just going to be like soft-core stuff? 691 00:38:57,704 --> 00:38:59,836 Yeah, it's just normal kissing. 692 00:38:59,967 --> 00:39:01,487 - Nothing too kinky. - Cool. 693 00:40:08,688 --> 00:40:10,037 I think you've seen enough. 694 00:40:42,373 --> 00:40:45,986 Princess Ceara was the first one that I saw 695 00:40:46,465 --> 00:40:49,076 that I looked and was like, "What the hell is this 696 00:40:49,206 --> 00:40:51,861 chick doing to these guys, 697 00:40:51,992 --> 00:40:54,864 and making so much money than anybody else?" 698 00:40:54,995 --> 00:40:59,565 The Ceara I know is, uh, both kind and gentle. 699 00:40:59,695 --> 00:41:04,439 But I have seen her be an absolute stuck up cunt. 700 00:41:05,135 --> 00:41:08,356 Ceara isn't quite who she says she is. 701 00:41:08,487 --> 00:41:10,127 I don't know, just watch your back, man. 702 00:41:10,227 --> 00:41:11,794 This could go down 703 00:41:11,925 --> 00:41:14,405 a path you're maybe not ready for it to take. 704 00:41:14,536 --> 00:41:17,321 I have seen her just turn on a dime. 705 00:41:19,193 --> 00:41:20,673 This is it, fellas. 706 00:41:20,847 --> 00:41:21,935 This is as real as it gets. 707 00:41:28,028 --> 00:41:29,943 - Hello. - Hello! 708 00:41:30,073 --> 00:41:31,753 - How are you, today? - Hello, everybody. 709 00:41:31,848 --> 00:41:33,207 You can go in first. 710 00:41:35,557 --> 00:41:36,997 - Nice to see you again. - Welcome. 711 00:41:37,057 --> 00:41:38,657 - Nice to see you. - How have you been? 712 00:41:38,682 --> 00:41:41,202 - I've been good, how about you? - I'm good, I can't complain. 713 00:41:42,869 --> 00:41:45,544 - Should I give you a little tour, or? - Yes, a big tour. 714 00:41:45,644 --> 00:41:47,003 - Okay. - It's huge. 715 00:41:47,395 --> 00:41:50,616 Okay, this is, uh, really what you came for. 716 00:41:50,746 --> 00:41:52,835 - Correct? - Yes. 717 00:41:52,966 --> 00:41:54,533 Wow, you got anything bigger? 718 00:41:55,490 --> 00:41:57,645 Yeah, well, pegging guys with this on camera 719 00:41:57,745 --> 00:41:59,494 is what pays for the apartment, so. 720 00:42:01,540 --> 00:42:04,665 - That's got to hurt. - I'm sure you recognize this backdrop. 721 00:42:04,765 --> 00:42:06,765 I did do a little research. I'm not going to lie. 722 00:42:06,439 --> 00:42:08,719 - Yeah, of course you did. - It's unprofessional not to. 723 00:42:08,629 --> 00:42:09,629 Yeah. 724 00:42:09,346 --> 00:42:11,767 - Yeah, so I just sit? - That's here. 725 00:42:11,898 --> 00:42:14,640 - I just sit, and talk, and answer questions and stuff? - Yes. 726 00:42:14,770 --> 00:42:16,970 - Okay. - So, you know the definition of an interview? 727 00:42:17,006 --> 00:42:18,006 - I do. - That's great. 728 00:42:17,901 --> 00:42:18,901 - Thank you! - Amazing. 729 00:42:20,297 --> 00:42:22,537 - All right, we could do that. - Um, okay, I'm nervous. 730 00:42:22,573 --> 00:42:25,069 - There's no right or wrong answers? - I feel nervous. 731 00:42:25,738 --> 00:42:27,522 Interview with Princess Cassie. 732 00:42:30,917 --> 00:42:34,181 Well, it was a very interesting day 733 00:42:34,311 --> 00:42:36,009 the other day at Ceara's place. 734 00:42:36,139 --> 00:42:39,012 - Yeah. - I was very curious to meet you. 735 00:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,492 - You, as well. - Mm-hmm. 736 00:42:41,971 --> 00:42:45,105 So, what did you mean when you told me to be careful? 737 00:42:46,585 --> 00:42:48,761 I don't know, you just got to keep her at a distance. 738 00:42:50,284 --> 00:42:53,200 Like, I mean, she's good in small doses, 739 00:42:53,330 --> 00:42:56,203 but then she's pretty poisonous 740 00:42:56,333 --> 00:42:59,728 if you, you know, let her in too much. 741 00:42:59,859 --> 00:43:02,351 I don't know. I'm not really trying to ruin these guys lives, 742 00:43:02,451 --> 00:43:05,342 even though I act like it. You know, "Treat them like shit." 743 00:43:05,473 --> 00:43:07,910 I'm not really trying to ruin marriages, 744 00:43:08,041 --> 00:43:10,609 - or, you know, so. - Yeah, mm-hmm. 745 00:43:10,739 --> 00:43:12,654 Is that what Ceara's doing? 746 00:43:13,046 --> 00:43:16,484 She's not, um, you know, as transparent as she appears to be. 747 00:43:16,963 --> 00:43:21,141 Could you go into, like, a tiny bit more detail about what... 748 00:43:22,795 --> 00:43:26,015 I don't know. Um, honestly, I don't really want to do that. 749 00:43:27,147 --> 00:43:31,064 But I can tell you that she has a lot of dirt on these guys 750 00:43:31,194 --> 00:43:33,153 and she uses it to get what she wants. 751 00:43:36,286 --> 00:43:38,288 Can I get a name or something like that? 752 00:43:38,419 --> 00:43:40,290 So I can follow up on this at least, 753 00:43:40,421 --> 00:43:41,421 and not involve you. 754 00:43:43,076 --> 00:43:44,468 I mean, it would come back to me. 755 00:43:44,599 --> 00:43:45,992 No, I can't. 756 00:43:46,427 --> 00:43:49,473 But, I mean, if you stick around Ceara long enough, 757 00:43:49,604 --> 00:43:52,651 you'll see something, trust me. 758 00:43:58,134 --> 00:44:01,094 All right, let's cut there then. 759 00:44:01,224 --> 00:44:04,706 - Um, do you want water or anything? - Uh... 760 00:44:04,837 --> 00:44:05,881 - I'm okay. - Wine, or... 761 00:44:06,969 --> 00:44:07,969 - Yeah. - Cool. 762 00:44:42,178 --> 00:44:43,876 Could you please just give me a name? 763 00:44:45,138 --> 00:44:46,705 Please? 764 00:44:50,230 --> 00:44:51,535 Thanks. 765 00:44:52,754 --> 00:44:54,756 Talk to you soon. 766 00:44:55,104 --> 00:44:58,325 And look, see, this is his page here. 767 00:44:58,455 --> 00:45:00,294 You put in an extra zero. 768 00:45:00,394 --> 00:45:01,394 Oops. 769 00:45:02,851 --> 00:45:05,941 We thank you for playing fair. 770 00:45:06,899 --> 00:45:09,379 I've never seen that notification before. That's funny. 771 00:45:15,734 --> 00:45:19,128 I always question which side to get in on the car. 772 00:47:20,554 --> 00:47:22,817 All right, she's hiding something for sure. 773 00:47:24,384 --> 00:47:26,304 And, now, I just need to figure out what it is. 774 00:47:30,346 --> 00:47:31,346 Hi. 775 00:47:32,218 --> 00:47:33,959 - Hey. - How you doing? 776 00:47:34,089 --> 00:47:36,222 I'm Julian, nice to, um, meet you. 777 00:47:36,918 --> 00:47:39,703 Yeah, hi, can you please try to explain to me again 778 00:47:39,834 --> 00:47:42,141 - exact... - Of course. Well, yeah, 779 00:47:42,271 --> 00:47:44,926 I was trying to explain in that message, um, 780 00:47:45,057 --> 00:47:48,625 I got your contacts, um... 781 00:47:49,191 --> 00:47:52,716 because I've been actually doing a documentary film about Ceara. 782 00:47:52,847 --> 00:47:58,897 And I saw all of your details one time when she opened up, 783 00:47:59,506 --> 00:48:02,306 - kind of, like, took control of your computer. - Uh, how did you... 784 00:48:06,121 --> 00:48:07,361 How did you get my information? 785 00:48:07,446 --> 00:48:11,083 Well, I could see your Skype name and stuff like that. Everything was open so, yeah. 786 00:48:11,213 --> 00:48:12,213 Fuck! 787 00:48:27,926 --> 00:48:30,754 I don't want to know what his real-life situation is. 788 00:48:30,885 --> 00:48:33,148 And these guys have a fetish for being ruined, 789 00:48:33,279 --> 00:48:36,108 so, yeah, how do you tell? 790 00:48:36,804 --> 00:48:38,458 Brilliant, I think that's good. 791 00:48:38,588 --> 00:48:39,588 Cool. 792 00:48:39,686 --> 00:48:40,686 Good day. 793 00:48:41,417 --> 00:48:42,418 Dope. 794 00:48:58,957 --> 00:49:00,001 Come here, kitty. 795 00:49:01,307 --> 00:49:02,612 Come here, baby. 796 00:49:02,743 --> 00:49:03,743 How you doing? 797 00:49:20,456 --> 00:49:22,625 All right, listen, don't get angry. 798 00:49:22,725 --> 00:49:24,085 I got your number from her phone. 799 00:49:23,938 --> 00:49:24,938 I just have one question. 800 00:49:25,026 --> 00:49:27,246 Then, I'm going to leave you alone, okay? 801 00:49:27,507 --> 00:49:28,943 What is it, what? 802 00:49:29,074 --> 00:49:31,206 Did you want her to take that $1,000 from you? 803 00:49:31,337 --> 00:49:32,773 Why do you want to know that? 804 00:49:34,731 --> 00:49:36,907 Look, dude, I'm just trying to figure out 805 00:49:37,343 --> 00:49:39,649 - what's real and what isn't. - You know what? 806 00:49:39,780 --> 00:49:41,956 It's complicated. It doesn't really matter. 807 00:49:42,087 --> 00:49:43,523 Explain what complicated means. 808 00:49:44,480 --> 00:49:46,680 Okay, look. 809 00:49:46,961 --> 00:49:50,791 I used to love it when she would take control of situations, 810 00:49:50,921 --> 00:49:52,967 but I would never, never have told her 811 00:49:53,098 --> 00:49:55,218 to take thousands of dollars out of my bank account, 812 00:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,492 all right? I have a daughter. 813 00:49:56,623 --> 00:49:58,799 I have a baby on its way. 814 00:49:58,929 --> 00:50:01,019 I can't afford that. 815 00:50:01,715 --> 00:50:03,712 So why don't you just ask her for the money back? 816 00:50:03,812 --> 00:50:07,590 She has a video of me, and I have a wife 817 00:50:07,721 --> 00:50:10,506 who is upstairs taking a nap right now, who's asleep. 818 00:50:10,637 --> 00:50:13,394 I can't ever have her see that video, ever in my life. 819 00:50:13,494 --> 00:50:16,414 Hang on, hang on, wait, wait. Wait, is this the fantasy or is this real, 820 00:50:16,484 --> 00:50:17,484 what you're saying? 821 00:50:19,124 --> 00:50:20,299 This is very real. 822 00:50:22,518 --> 00:50:24,129 If my wife ever sees that video, 823 00:50:24,259 --> 00:50:26,609 she will leave me in a heartbeat. 824 00:50:28,959 --> 00:50:32,354 So that cannot happen, ever, okay? 825 00:50:32,485 --> 00:50:34,685 Okay, listen, maybe there's a way that I can help you. 826 00:50:34,737 --> 00:50:36,857 Maybe she doesn't understand what your situation is? 827 00:50:36,748 --> 00:50:39,318 Maybe you need to explain the situation to her face to face. 828 00:50:39,448 --> 00:50:41,407 Ceara Lynch doesn't meet people face to face, 829 00:50:41,537 --> 00:50:43,217 so that's just not going to happen, okay? 830 00:50:43,258 --> 00:50:44,698 Do you think I'm not aware of that? 831 00:50:44,591 --> 00:50:46,391 Look, I'm thinking that there could be a way 832 00:50:46,412 --> 00:50:49,110 that I could connect you with her 833 00:50:49,241 --> 00:50:51,199 and you could tell her this to her face. 834 00:50:51,330 --> 00:50:53,027 How would you do that? 835 00:50:54,463 --> 00:50:56,987 Simple, I mean, we'd be having lunch somewhere 836 00:50:57,118 --> 00:50:59,118 and you just happen to be on the street that day. 837 00:51:01,601 --> 00:51:02,645 Luke, listen to me. 838 00:51:03,429 --> 00:51:04,865 You need to do this. 839 00:51:05,648 --> 00:51:06,736 You need to meet her. 840 00:51:07,128 --> 00:51:08,328 You need to look into her eyes 841 00:51:08,415 --> 00:51:09,885 and tell her what you just told me. 842 00:51:09,985 --> 00:51:12,192 Otherwise, she's going to keep taking money from you 843 00:51:12,292 --> 00:51:13,526 and it's never going to end. 844 00:51:16,964 --> 00:51:18,524 You just want to keep being her bitch? 845 00:51:28,976 --> 00:51:30,845 'Kay, just got to get my stuff here 846 00:51:30,945 --> 00:51:33,372 and then I'm going to put it right up here. 847 00:51:33,850 --> 00:51:36,940 Actually, the T-shirt's a little bit high... 848 00:51:37,071 --> 00:51:40,509 She got this guy because he was horny and vulnerable, 849 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:41,902 and he gave her something. 850 00:51:42,032 --> 00:51:44,687 He started playing a game 851 00:51:44,818 --> 00:51:46,776 that he didn't know the rules to. 852 00:51:46,907 --> 00:51:48,865 And she can just change the rules. 853 00:51:49,344 --> 00:51:52,565 She's taken $45,000 from this guy. 854 00:51:55,307 --> 00:51:57,092 - That's criminal. - Hit record. 855 00:51:57,192 --> 00:51:58,672 The numbers will start ticking away. 856 00:51:58,716 --> 00:51:59,996 - Okay. - And you're recording. 857 00:52:01,269 --> 00:52:03,249 Give me a thumbs up if you can hear this. 858 00:52:03,349 --> 00:52:04,349 Okay. 859 00:52:05,839 --> 00:52:06,927 - Hello. - Hey. 860 00:52:07,057 --> 00:52:08,577 - How you doing? - Good, how are you? 861 00:52:08,638 --> 00:52:10,496 I'm good, what's happening? 862 00:52:10,887 --> 00:52:12,237 Not too much, hungry. 863 00:52:14,630 --> 00:52:16,154 Is it too early for a cocktail? 864 00:52:16,806 --> 00:52:18,025 That sounds nice. 865 00:52:19,809 --> 00:52:22,369 What's the difference between tomato jam and ketchup, I wonder? 866 00:52:23,204 --> 00:52:24,204 I don't know. 867 00:52:36,609 --> 00:52:38,654 I might just call my friend real quick. 868 00:52:39,177 --> 00:52:40,177 Yeah. 869 00:52:46,227 --> 00:52:48,587 - Hello. - Hey, brother. What's happening? 870 00:52:56,063 --> 00:52:57,195 Where are you right now? 871 00:52:59,849 --> 00:53:01,677 - Where are you right now? - Um... 872 00:53:02,374 --> 00:53:03,374 Right this second? 873 00:53:06,029 --> 00:53:07,029 Can you see me? 874 00:53:07,814 --> 00:53:08,814 Can you see me? 875 00:53:09,642 --> 00:53:10,642 So just come. 876 00:53:10,729 --> 00:53:11,729 So just come. 877 00:53:12,906 --> 00:53:14,212 Fuck. 878 00:53:34,101 --> 00:53:35,541 Can you stop being a fucking pussy, 879 00:53:35,599 --> 00:53:36,879 and just come and do this thing? 880 00:53:40,934 --> 00:53:41,934 Huh? 881 00:53:44,677 --> 00:53:46,389 No, I'm saying... 882 00:53:46,489 --> 00:53:49,089 I don't think you're a pussy. I'm saying don't act like a pussy. 883 00:53:49,099 --> 00:53:50,099 Hey, hey, hey, hey! 884 00:53:54,904 --> 00:53:55,904 What? 885 00:54:14,533 --> 00:54:18,101 She took $45,000 from him and he still doesn't have the balls to confront her. 886 00:54:18,232 --> 00:54:20,930 I mean, according to her, she hasn't even done anything wrong. 887 00:54:23,281 --> 00:54:25,370 But if he's not going to confront her, 888 00:54:26,196 --> 00:54:28,808 then it's pretty much left up to me. 889 00:54:32,986 --> 00:54:35,064 I've got the recording of my conversation with Luke 890 00:54:35,164 --> 00:54:37,469 where he says that she's blackmailing him. 891 00:54:37,599 --> 00:54:41,037 So all I have to do, really, is play that to her, 892 00:54:41,168 --> 00:54:42,604 then she has to address it. 893 00:54:44,302 --> 00:54:46,262 It could be the end of my relationship with her, 894 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:51,134 but it's going to be amazing footage one way or another. 895 00:54:51,265 --> 00:54:53,963 Pretty much just stick on her close up, I think. 896 00:54:54,399 --> 00:54:57,759 - On her close up? - Just get her reaction shots and I'll... 897 00:54:58,446 --> 00:55:00,448 Yeah, yeah, just focus on her. 898 00:55:08,021 --> 00:55:09,221 Ceara? 899 00:55:24,472 --> 00:55:25,517 Ceara?! 900 00:55:37,050 --> 00:55:38,181 Ceara! 901 00:55:43,535 --> 00:55:44,535 Fuck. 902 00:55:46,625 --> 00:55:47,625 Fuck! 903 00:56:14,696 --> 00:56:15,696 Luke? 904 00:56:18,961 --> 00:56:19,961 Hey, hey, hey. 905 00:56:21,790 --> 00:56:23,470 Yes, Luke, I will help you get the money. 906 00:56:23,554 --> 00:56:25,315 Just relax. Where are you right now? 907 00:56:26,316 --> 00:56:27,316 I won't call the police. 908 00:56:28,318 --> 00:56:29,318 Okay, okay. Luke? 909 00:56:31,234 --> 00:56:32,234 Luke? Okay, no cameras. 910 00:56:32,316 --> 00:56:33,498 Where are you? 911 00:56:40,461 --> 00:56:41,680 What are you doing? 912 00:56:42,768 --> 00:56:43,769 Keep rolling. 913 00:57:48,747 --> 00:57:50,488 Come on, come on, Erica! 914 00:57:50,879 --> 00:57:53,578 - Woo-hoo! - Fight, fight, yes! 915 00:57:53,708 --> 00:57:55,108 Woo! 916 00:59:12,265 --> 00:59:13,265 Shit. 917 00:59:17,618 --> 00:59:18,618 Julian? 918 00:59:20,969 --> 00:59:24,712 What the fuck, man? Hey, Luke, what are you doing? 919 00:59:24,843 --> 00:59:26,563 What the fuck? Ceara! 920 00:59:28,629 --> 00:59:30,500 Julian, what are you doing here? Julian! 921 00:59:31,806 --> 00:59:32,806 Are you okay? 922 01:00:11,977 --> 01:00:15,633 Oh, my God, what the fuck? 923 01:00:25,512 --> 01:00:26,512 Okay. 924 01:00:38,873 --> 01:00:41,498 Are you fucking kidding me? Dude, I don't have 45K! 925 01:00:41,598 --> 01:00:43,038 I've got two kids and I don't work. 926 01:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,731 - Like, are you serious? - I'm aware of that, okay? 927 01:00:44,465 --> 01:00:46,505 All right, look, I'm just sorry that I called you. 928 01:00:46,561 --> 01:00:48,121 - I love you and... - Is this on film? 929 01:00:48,184 --> 01:00:49,184 Are you filming me? 930 01:00:49,239 --> 01:00:50,842 What is going on? 931 01:00:51,494 --> 01:00:54,149 Listen, I love you. I'll call you soon, all right? 932 01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:55,324 Are you filming me now? 933 01:00:59,372 --> 01:01:01,372 All right. 934 01:01:38,628 --> 01:01:41,066 You're going to just, you're going to have to... 935 01:01:41,327 --> 01:01:45,810 do what I say, and you're probably not going to like it. 936 01:01:59,519 --> 01:02:00,519 Okay. 937 01:02:08,006 --> 01:02:11,661 It's almost 9 a.m. and we're still $15,000 short. 938 01:02:11,792 --> 01:02:13,794 And, um... 939 01:02:13,925 --> 01:02:16,362 I don't want to do this, 940 01:02:16,492 --> 01:02:18,973 but Cassie said that I could get 941 01:02:19,104 --> 01:02:21,541 $15,000 at least if I do this. 942 01:02:25,066 --> 01:02:27,706 If I don't do this, I don't know what's going to happen to Ceara. 943 01:02:45,695 --> 01:02:47,349 Hey, it's Julian Shaw. 944 01:02:47,480 --> 01:02:48,480 How you doing? 945 01:02:50,439 --> 01:02:52,572 So listen, that tape of Ceara and I... 946 01:02:55,531 --> 01:02:59,013 There was a lot of stuff that we didn't show you. 947 01:03:04,802 --> 01:03:07,761 This is the only sex tape of Ceara that exists, all right? 948 01:03:09,676 --> 01:03:10,982 Listen, it is worth every cent. 949 01:03:18,511 --> 01:03:21,551 You just have to promise me you'll never tell anyone about this, all right? 950 01:03:21,580 --> 01:03:23,516 This is between you and I. This is our secret. 951 01:03:23,646 --> 01:03:26,206 You can't tell Ceara that you have this. If you care about her, 952 01:03:26,235 --> 01:03:27,995 you will never tell her that you have this. 953 01:03:28,521 --> 01:03:30,361 Send me the money and I'll send you the tape. 954 01:03:32,090 --> 01:03:33,090 Okay. 955 01:03:37,095 --> 01:03:38,095 Aw, fuck. 956 01:03:53,241 --> 01:03:56,288 A person can do whatever they want in this country 957 01:03:56,418 --> 01:03:59,682 and determine their own self-destiny. 958 01:03:59,813 --> 01:04:02,250 A lot of people worship at money's altar every morning. 959 01:04:02,381 --> 01:04:05,036 Money can get you free or it can get you hurt. 960 01:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,524 How you doing? 961 01:05:07,707 --> 01:05:08,707 Hello. 962 01:05:16,150 --> 01:05:17,717 Uh, no, I'm all good, my man. 963 01:05:17,847 --> 01:05:20,161 - Know where you're going? - Yeah, all good, man. 964 01:05:20,261 --> 01:05:22,021 - Thank you though. - What number you need? 965 01:05:23,418 --> 01:05:25,753 What's the camera for anyways? 966 01:05:25,853 --> 01:05:28,075 Nah, man. Nah, we're not filming you. 967 01:05:28,206 --> 01:05:29,729 I just, you know, I'm... 968 01:05:29,859 --> 01:05:32,259 - Hey, there's no filming 'round here! - That's cool, dude. 969 01:05:32,324 --> 01:05:34,324 - These are people's homes! - I know, I get that. 970 01:05:34,224 --> 01:05:36,264 - It's private property. - We're not shooting you. 971 01:05:35,875 --> 01:05:37,195 - It's all good. - No, hey, man. 972 01:05:37,041 --> 01:05:38,841 - Dude, relax. - Where are you from anyways? 973 01:05:39,217 --> 01:05:41,897 - I'm from Sydney, Australia, okay? - You're a long way from home. 974 01:05:41,906 --> 01:05:43,786 - I know. - I suggest you get going right now. 975 01:05:43,526 --> 01:05:45,166 I'm going, mate. I hear you, absolutely. 976 01:05:44,893 --> 01:05:47,013 Not without that camera though. Put that thing away. 977 01:05:46,915 --> 01:05:48,635 It's all good, man. It's not even rolling. 978 01:05:48,608 --> 01:05:51,088 - You're good, you're good. - How do I know it's not rolling? 979 01:05:51,071 --> 01:05:52,671 - Get the fuck over here! - No, listen. 980 01:05:52,597 --> 01:05:55,637 - We're getting scenic shots for a documentary. - Where the hell you going? 981 01:05:55,575 --> 01:05:58,255 I am actually trying to leave and you're actually blocking my way. 982 01:05:57,965 --> 01:06:01,045 - With respect, okay. - This spot goes way over the boundary of my property. 983 01:06:00,500 --> 01:06:02,740 How am I going to leave if you don't get out of my way? 984 01:06:02,065 --> 01:06:04,385 With respect, I'm actually trying to leave your property. 985 01:06:04,329 --> 01:06:06,729 - Really? You trying to leave? - I'm actually trying to go. 986 01:06:06,735 --> 01:06:08,483 With that and with that big ass camera? 987 01:06:08,583 --> 01:06:10,770 Hey, it's all good, bro. Just relax, it's all good. 988 01:06:10,900 --> 01:06:12,511 Put that shit down. 989 01:06:12,946 --> 01:06:14,186 Don't tell me what to put down. 990 01:06:15,470 --> 01:06:17,470 Get your fucking hands off me, you motherfucker! 991 01:06:17,506 --> 01:06:20,106 - Get the fuck away from my camera. - Gimme that fuckin' camera! 992 01:06:20,104 --> 01:06:21,704 Hey, put that fucking shit down! 993 01:06:24,262 --> 01:06:25,662 Go! Go! 994 01:06:27,439 --> 01:06:28,999 You didn't have to fire that. 995 01:06:57,773 --> 01:06:59,407 He ain't here, idiot, let's go. 996 01:06:59,507 --> 01:07:00,689 God dammit. 997 01:07:01,429 --> 01:07:02,430 Let's go, Dell. 998 01:07:12,962 --> 01:07:13,962 Come on. 999 01:07:53,481 --> 01:07:57,442 Okay, 10, 15, 25, 35, 45 thousand. 1000 01:07:58,312 --> 01:07:59,661 It's in the bag. 1001 01:08:03,274 --> 01:08:04,714 Now, tell me where she is. 1002 01:08:22,815 --> 01:08:23,815 Is this it? 1003 01:08:28,951 --> 01:08:30,471 I'm going to leave the headlights on. 1004 01:09:21,221 --> 01:09:22,221 It stinks. 1005 01:09:39,544 --> 01:09:40,544 Ceara! 1006 01:09:46,246 --> 01:09:47,446 Ceara? 1007 01:09:53,253 --> 01:09:54,341 Ceara? 1008 01:10:21,934 --> 01:10:23,283 I did everything you asked! 1009 01:10:23,414 --> 01:10:25,459 Please, man, I'm fucking exhausted. 1010 01:10:25,590 --> 01:10:26,678 All right? 1011 01:10:26,808 --> 01:10:27,809 I gave you the money. 1012 01:10:38,080 --> 01:10:39,256 Come on, get in! 1013 01:10:45,349 --> 01:10:47,185 Listen, Cassie, I know where she is. 1014 01:10:47,285 --> 01:10:48,882 I'll pick you up on the way, all right? 1015 01:10:55,794 --> 01:10:58,884 Jehovah Witnesses, they don't believe in Heaven or Hell. 1016 01:10:59,014 --> 01:11:01,452 They believe that there's an Armageddon coming, 1017 01:11:01,582 --> 01:11:02,757 and it's coming really soon. 1018 01:11:03,758 --> 01:11:05,412 And then Paradise comes after 1019 01:11:05,543 --> 01:11:07,240 to everyone that follows Jehovah. 1020 01:11:09,242 --> 01:11:14,856 The earth started shaking and I totally freaked out. 1021 01:11:15,727 --> 01:11:20,819 I just, like, ran and I just saw this light, 1022 01:11:20,949 --> 01:11:24,213 like this really bright white light. 1023 01:11:25,214 --> 01:11:26,694 And I just felt like, 1024 01:11:26,825 --> 01:11:28,287 "Look, if I head towards this light, 1025 01:11:28,387 --> 01:11:29,387 I'll be okay." 1026 01:11:56,507 --> 01:11:58,335 Cassie, call an ambulance! 1027 01:12:00,902 --> 01:12:05,342 Hi, uh, I need to report an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach. 1028 01:12:05,864 --> 01:12:08,301 Um, she's about a quarter mile away from the lighthouse. 1029 01:12:16,091 --> 01:12:17,354 Just drive, let's go! 1030 01:12:33,631 --> 01:12:36,851 In America, you can be a king one day and a bum the next. 1031 01:12:36,982 --> 01:12:39,332 You can fall really far and harder. 1032 01:12:39,463 --> 01:12:41,063 Freedom? 1033 01:12:41,247 --> 01:12:43,554 Oh, man, that's just a word, man. 1034 01:12:43,684 --> 01:12:46,644 I mean, like, nothing's free in America. 1035 01:12:48,559 --> 01:12:51,083 When you're pursuing the dream, you got to be careful 1036 01:12:51,213 --> 01:12:53,302 'cause you might not like who you become. 1037 01:13:15,542 --> 01:13:17,762 Cassie, call an ambulance! 1038 01:13:21,592 --> 01:13:24,377 I'm sure she's shaken up, but she's alive. 1039 01:13:25,639 --> 01:13:27,424 It's going to be fine. 1040 01:13:29,556 --> 01:13:32,516 I need to report an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach. 1041 01:14:16,647 --> 01:14:18,039 I don't know what she knows. 1042 01:14:24,611 --> 01:14:25,786 I don't know how she is. 1043 01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,583 - I don't remember 99% of it. - Mm-hmm. 1044 01:14:39,713 --> 01:14:41,541 I was in my back porch... 1045 01:14:43,064 --> 01:14:45,284 just like, on my laptop 1046 01:14:45,414 --> 01:14:48,635 and I just remember... 1047 01:14:49,462 --> 01:14:50,898 the briefest second, 1048 01:14:51,029 --> 01:14:53,988 like, getting tackled almost. 1049 01:14:54,119 --> 01:14:55,424 I don't remember getting hurt. 1050 01:14:56,817 --> 01:14:59,559 Um, but it was just blackout, 1051 01:14:59,690 --> 01:15:02,257 and then I woke up in the hospital. 1052 01:15:02,867 --> 01:15:04,259 I'm so glad you're okay. 1053 01:15:06,435 --> 01:15:09,003 I've never even been, like, stalked. 1054 01:15:09,743 --> 01:15:11,143 I mean. 1055 01:15:11,397 --> 01:15:13,704 You don't remember anything about the guy? 1056 01:15:16,924 --> 01:15:18,622 Anything, I mean. 1057 01:15:19,492 --> 01:15:20,492 Um... 1058 01:15:20,667 --> 01:15:23,714 Like, a heavier set guy. 1059 01:15:23,844 --> 01:15:26,499 My memory is literally just kind of this almost, like, blurred. 1060 01:15:26,630 --> 01:15:29,030 You know how when you take a picture when someone's moving. 1061 01:15:29,052 --> 01:15:31,212 - Just, like, really quick. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1062 01:15:31,055 --> 01:15:32,215 You told the police all this? 1063 01:15:32,015 --> 01:15:33,375 - Yeah. - Right, yeah. 1064 01:15:34,072 --> 01:15:36,291 I mean, I'm sure they'll want to talk to you soon. 1065 01:15:38,424 --> 01:15:39,860 But you're okay. 1066 01:15:39,991 --> 01:15:42,254 I mean, you're actually fine. 1067 01:16:06,278 --> 01:16:07,678 This is going to be hard. 1068 01:16:09,020 --> 01:16:11,109 Hang on, let me just. 1069 01:16:34,698 --> 01:16:37,483 Um, how are you holding up? 1070 01:16:37,614 --> 01:16:38,658 How are you doing? 1071 01:16:38,789 --> 01:16:40,660 Um, I guess I'm all right. 1072 01:16:41,530 --> 01:16:42,530 Okay. 1073 01:16:44,490 --> 01:16:48,276 Um, okay, I actually have some things I really need to tell you, 1074 01:16:48,407 --> 01:16:50,627 and I'm just going to put it out there. 1075 01:16:50,757 --> 01:16:53,412 - Okay. - And just be honest with you, 1076 01:16:53,542 --> 01:16:55,240 like we always try to do, 1077 01:16:55,370 --> 01:16:56,589 I think, with each other. 1078 01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:58,520 Okay. 1079 01:16:58,765 --> 01:17:00,765 And I just want to say, as well, that I've always 1080 01:17:00,820 --> 01:17:02,726 had your best interests at heart 1081 01:17:02,856 --> 01:17:04,773 from the very beginning with this whole project 1082 01:17:04,873 --> 01:17:06,071 and everything else, you know? 1083 01:17:09,776 --> 01:17:10,776 So... 1084 01:17:13,998 --> 01:17:15,652 Luke was the one that took you. 1085 01:17:17,044 --> 01:17:19,830 I was trying to do a scene where he was going to confront you 1086 01:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,000 at the diner, and that was all it was meant to be. 1087 01:17:22,093 --> 01:17:24,138 But I don't know if he followed you home or what. 1088 01:17:24,269 --> 01:17:25,269 There's more. 1089 01:17:27,011 --> 01:17:29,011 So, the... 1090 01:17:30,492 --> 01:17:31,885 The sex tape of us... 1091 01:17:32,625 --> 01:17:35,628 I sold it to get you back. 1092 01:17:39,023 --> 01:17:41,103 We're still rolling. Look, hey, just hang on a sec. 1093 01:17:41,170 --> 01:17:42,896 Ceara, seriously. Listen, I fucked up. 1094 01:17:43,027 --> 01:17:44,257 Don't fucking touch me. 1095 01:17:44,357 --> 01:17:46,027 Don't fucking touch me! 1096 01:17:46,127 --> 01:17:47,684 - Ceara. - No, fuck you. 1097 01:18:19,237 --> 01:18:20,717 What are you doing? 1098 01:19:43,451 --> 01:19:44,531 Julian, what are you doing? 1099 01:19:46,106 --> 01:19:47,586 Julian, stop! 1100 01:19:50,937 --> 01:19:52,286 What are you looking for? 1101 01:19:53,200 --> 01:19:55,420 Get that fucking camera out of my face! 1102 01:19:56,203 --> 01:19:58,379 Cassie, I saw the text messages! 1103 01:19:59,816 --> 01:20:02,949 Why would you have the money that I gave to Luke? 1104 01:20:03,384 --> 01:20:05,212 Now would be a good time to tell me. 1105 01:20:08,041 --> 01:20:10,827 What do you really know? 1106 01:20:13,438 --> 01:20:14,613 Fuck you both. 1107 01:20:20,619 --> 01:20:22,299 Hey, leave me a message. 1108 01:20:24,928 --> 01:20:27,887 - Hey, leave me a message. - Ceara, it's me. 1109 01:20:28,018 --> 01:20:31,645 Listen, Luke and Cassie are fucking with both of us. 1110 01:20:31,745 --> 01:20:33,425 I'm in the car. I'm coming to your house. 1111 01:20:33,472 --> 01:20:34,992 I'm going to be there in ten minutes. 1112 01:20:34,880 --> 01:20:35,880 Don't go anywhere. 1113 01:20:41,901 --> 01:20:43,685 Just open the door, please! 1114 01:21:29,993 --> 01:21:31,211 - How are you? - Hey. Good. 1115 01:21:31,342 --> 01:21:32,782 - Nice to see you. - Yeah, you too! 1116 01:21:35,650 --> 01:21:36,650 Hi. 1117 01:21:39,437 --> 01:21:41,569 Ceara, seriously. Listen, I fucked up. 1118 01:21:41,700 --> 01:21:43,940 Don't fucking touch me. Don't fucking touch me! 1119 01:21:55,583 --> 01:21:58,282 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! 1120 01:22:13,079 --> 01:22:14,079 Rose! 1121 01:22:14,863 --> 01:22:17,388 - Hey. - I didn't know who else I could call. 1122 01:22:19,172 --> 01:22:20,608 God, what's wrong? 1123 01:22:22,175 --> 01:22:23,175 I... 1124 01:22:24,090 --> 01:22:25,439 I'm at the airport. 1125 01:22:27,050 --> 01:22:28,921 I don't know what to do. 1126 01:22:29,226 --> 01:22:31,866 I don't know if I should come back to Sydney or what I should do. 1127 01:22:31,968 --> 01:22:32,968 I got no money. 1128 01:22:34,709 --> 01:22:35,972 Julian... 1129 01:22:38,496 --> 01:22:40,367 Let me just ask you one question. 1130 01:22:42,543 --> 01:22:44,197 Are you filming this? 1131 01:22:47,548 --> 01:22:49,376 Like, right now, are you filming this? 1132 01:22:55,165 --> 01:22:56,165 Yes. 1133 01:22:59,908 --> 01:23:01,908 Oh... God. 1134 01:23:05,088 --> 01:23:07,488 Shit. Okay. 1135 01:23:08,613 --> 01:23:13,922 So let me just get this straight, you... 1136 01:23:14,401 --> 01:23:18,797 You've just lost money, your film's ruined, 1137 01:23:18,927 --> 01:23:21,278 you feel like you've been taken advantage of, 1138 01:23:21,408 --> 01:23:24,150 and your first impulse is to 1139 01:23:24,281 --> 01:23:26,892 call your ex-girlfriend from the airport 1140 01:23:27,023 --> 01:23:28,894 and start filming yourself? 1141 01:23:41,733 --> 01:23:45,128 Julian, it's not healthy to live your life like this. 1142 01:23:48,522 --> 01:23:49,784 I had to do this. 1143 01:23:51,656 --> 01:23:53,571 I told Ceara to do this. 1144 01:23:56,443 --> 01:23:59,316 This is your Diamond Experience. 1145 01:24:06,279 --> 01:24:07,889 Hey, bitch. 1146 01:24:08,020 --> 01:24:09,195 Ceara broke you down. 1147 01:24:10,066 --> 01:24:11,719 She pushed you and pushed you to get you 1148 01:24:11,850 --> 01:24:13,852 to this moment right now, 1149 01:24:14,896 --> 01:24:16,637 and you're still recording. 1150 01:24:18,683 --> 01:24:21,512 - What are you... - Why do you think your family don't talk to you? 1151 01:24:21,642 --> 01:24:24,242 - Are you filming me now? - Why do you think we broke up? 1152 01:24:27,648 --> 01:24:29,085 Did you turn off the record? 1153 01:24:30,738 --> 01:24:33,018 At some point, you've got to turn the camera off. 1154 01:24:35,613 --> 01:24:36,831 This is your life. 1155 01:24:40,183 --> 01:24:41,619 I did this for you. 1156 01:25:44,725 --> 01:25:46,468 For years, I've had this compulsion 1157 01:25:46,568 --> 01:25:48,208 to capture all these moments in the hope 1158 01:25:48,129 --> 01:25:49,849 that one day it would add up to something. 1159 01:25:52,646 --> 01:25:54,866 I turned my life into a bonfire 1160 01:25:54,996 --> 01:25:57,173 just so I could film the flames. 1161 01:25:59,871 --> 01:26:01,002 But I can't do it anymore. 1162 01:26:05,529 --> 01:26:06,529 You can stop now. 1163 01:26:13,276 --> 01:26:17,323 The only thing I can really say after all that is, thank you. 1164 01:26:18,368 --> 01:26:21,197 Seriously, thank you. 1165 01:26:24,243 --> 01:26:25,243 1166 01:26:53,229 --> 01:26:54,273 Hey, bitch. 1167 01:26:57,885 --> 01:27:00,801 Yeah, he's doing good. He's been asleep for like 18 hours. 1168 01:27:03,587 --> 01:27:05,023 Can I call you back? 1169 01:27:06,242 --> 01:27:07,547 - Muah! - Hey. 1170 01:27:08,940 --> 01:27:10,463 He'll be glad to see that. 1171 01:27:33,573 --> 01:27:35,358 The most common question I probably get is, 1172 01:27:35,488 --> 01:27:38,578 "Why do men want to be ruined?" 1173 01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:40,493 And it's pretty simple. 1174 01:27:40,624 --> 01:27:42,744 Guys want to be ruined, whether they know it or not, 1175 01:27:42,800 --> 01:27:46,020 because on the other side of that destruction 1176 01:27:46,151 --> 01:27:48,675 and Armageddon is Paradise. 1177 01:27:52,766 --> 01:27:53,766 You're welcome. 1178 01:28:18,836 --> 01:28:20,228 Until next week, 1179 01:28:20,359 --> 01:28:22,230 this is Julian Shaw saying, "Adios." 1180 01:28:23,305 --> 01:29:23,626 Please rate this subtitle at www.osdb.link/74pp3 Help other users to choose the best subtitles